what to do,what to hope..?

"i ve never been so flowing-with-the-air in my life.
like,as long as i enjoy the days,as long as i know a lil bit about what i m gonna do in the future
i just let it flow,never worrying n never complaining.
i love living this way.
some time in my life i found one true love and when we seperated because of sumthing severe,it was the turning point in my life.
where all things on earth became so obvious,without mercy and caring.
the world is just fierce,like a war battlefield
never in my life i saw the world that way
and never did a person affect me so much
and some time after that,i decided what's best for me is to stay away from that LOVE.
that s the beginning of my tough days.
i was ambitious and not caring,numb.
goal-oriented girl as i always think of cool.
and then when everything became so in place..
i was bllissful with family and friends beside.
i was happy with my life and going to do better and better.

but life goes on and sometimes takes rest
that LOVE comes again in my life and i take a pace slow
i start reviewing my life and believe what happened was the best.
but i decide to embrace this lil time and chance
to indulge myself in this,for a moment
though i know this is the love i never have,and it may allways be like that in the future.
but i still want to."

buzz

mind busy like bees.
most ppl in the class have been soso busy about uni matters.
this is the anticlimax of choosing uni!
and this evening when i went out for dinner,Edrin called and said he had to talk,important matter.
so we talked and he informed me about uni for me,Lasalle.
i  m just so sure to go to NAFA,but then this info just came into consideration

Yad Holiday

On Sunday,there happened BLIA YAD event which took 100 so to Vihara Dharma Shanti Pakam.
It was in the morning so nice,the weather and the mood.
i just knew another memorable day will be etched.
well,this is an event organized for youths to come together,learn Dharmma,know more friends and have fun!
and the most impressive moment for me is when Shifu gave speech which always touch me to the deep.
the lesson was about friendship.
while lovers come and go,it friendship that remains.
then the moment the committee gave closing speech.
i just realized that it was members,not YAD committe,who organized the event and this is the first time i think.
this is what we call dreams come true.
i just admired them so much i almost dropped my tears.
they learn many things in YAD
BRAVO!

later in life

later in life,
will we be as happy as the old days?
will we come to a place just for chitchatting like we do in the old days?
will we have such good friends again,later in life?

live moves,sometime up sometimes down.
but the most important is that life goes on.
and in the end everything will still be ok.

a love strory

never ending love story. there's nothing i call happy or sad ending. coz life goes on..on and off,and I never decide what happy ending means.
I just step all bricks day by day.
and realize your're the one I love.
and I decide to embrace the moment.
i don't fear what will happen tomorrow.
today's is just too good to be true.
and if this story lasts..just thank God.
and if this story ends,also thanks, for the moment already enjoyed.
love you.

happiness in my eyes

to be happy is savouring every moment with joy
to be happy is learning from every mistake
to be happy is to have something to do
to be happy is to wait for every tomorrow
to be happy is to reminisce the past
to be happy is to love people n tell them
to be happy is to do what we love
to be happy is do help others unconditionally
to be happy is to make people happy
to be happy is to have friends to talk to
to be happy is to be able to smile for nothing
to be happy is to have the one we love by our side
to be happy is to know ppl we love love us back
to be happy is to think that we are happy
to be happy is to share happiness
to be happy is to be grateful for the things we have or not

fashion sketch

my first sketch with copic marker. a bit untidy

this is the second,much better that the first