sweetest lie.

"i had ever waited for a year for you to come back to me.

now that I ll wait for you till forever." 

my ivory tower

the guy again.

in a rainy afternoon I cried for all the memories from those afternoons we spent in high school

I dunno what you are to me

I dunno till when this is gonna go on

you re simply always here, etching a little more memory in my life.

as much as you can as long as we have chances

now that my tears slipped seeing thru the pictures in my phones

September,November,December..and now August again.

life goes on like circle 

some people come some go

I just know you re not gonna be here forever I know it

It's just a little more memory..

we never know right?

now and then

and when I look back I saw the smiles.
my life has been amazing that I smile and cry
knowing it will be forever memory that I could never come back


but I

 have faith on the future.

midnight in Singapore

i am doing fine. very fine.

many things to tell.

from the tears of missing hometown and friends

from the pressure of demanding lecturers

from the people I am missing and the ones I start loving

from the certainty inside and uncertainty outside

from the world I know of life

from the people I know I couldnt trust

from the smiles, and learning and everything

mind beezy like bee

Hello Wednesday,tomorrow is already last day of national exam. I have been sitting here in front of this screen for 2 hours,searching though Raffles website. Achievements. God,I am feeling so lucky I choose this school for my fashion design study. I am excited to go,yet a little fear creeps on me. What if.. What if..

but then I decide to have a little faith,and a bunch of determination.

I've got to walk tall. Gotta reach my dream that far.

I promise.

My Musketeers

I miss everything everything about us
it's a beautiful memory for all
on June last year was girls' day outs
all along the year was sweet 17 bday parties
some weeks on holiday was swimming marathon
on CNY was bai nian to teachers' houses
sometimes it is mall marathon,movie nights
food hunting with the thamciak girls
last Christmas eve we spent together till midnight
months ago was endless voting on class uniform
sometimes it's just strolling round the school taking pics
year ago was tears of letting go of a friend abroad
birthday surprises
volley ball matches
basket ball challenge
the euphoria of loyal supporters


and I'm on the verge of tears