tadaa.. like finally it's long rest for me bcoz today is Public Holiday :)
last Saturday we felt like in Project Runway, pacing with time to turn in our first skirt project.
I dont feel satisfied with this skirt but at least. it's quite an acceptable first-timer's job.

pardon the poor quality of the photo as I took this pic just with my PC front camera. It's a printed document which I pasted in front of my desk. Just to remember the lesson I learnt from mistakes in this project so next time I make other mistakes, not these ones anymore.

HAPPY HOLIDAY! :) can wait to go back home on 20th December.

the picture above is one of my 2 skirt projects to be done in the next 6 weeks. And I realize it's only 6 weeks as I'm typing this. Life is too hectic too hectic I m so tired. But I also dislike life with nothing to do like in my early weeks this term.

Just wish me luck. By the way I really wanna go to Marina Bay Sands to see the Haute Couture exhibition my lecturer inform me about. Or even to watch a movie about Karl Lagerfeld tonight at 9.45. Guess I'm just gonna stay at home. Finishing some work. I have lost this weekend and I m not really happy bout it. I don't lose weekends. Never.

weekend rocks

my Friday feels like Saturday and Saturday feels like Sunday. So Sunday has been a bonus weekend to me. :) 
Thanks God the days were surrounded by loveliest people in my world.
Friday was my Saturday night out <3
Saturday was my besties day, two of us
Sunday I went shopping with my friend at Bugis Street and I got 3 perfect bags.
Three is three
it is many, i reckon.


so this is my perfect weekend in the perfect place and lovely people.


Welcome Monday.
Spend less money.
Work harder.
Stop slacking.

somebody to love

having somebody to love is

a little bit of more pain and bliss

a little more to take care of

and count on

it' s a little more of joy and tears

and colors in our sky

having somebody to love is

just a little easy thing

don't take it too seriously

it's just a little more love, and life.

sweetest lie.

"i had ever waited for a year for you to come back to me.

now that I ll wait for you till forever." 

my ivory tower

the guy again.

in a rainy afternoon I cried for all the memories from those afternoons we spent in high school

I dunno what you are to me

I dunno till when this is gonna go on

you re simply always here, etching a little more memory in my life.

as much as you can as long as we have chances

now that my tears slipped seeing thru the pictures in my phones

September,November,December..and now August again.

life goes on like circle 

some people come some go

I just know you re not gonna be here forever I know it

It's just a little more memory..

we never know right?

now and then

and when I look back I saw the smiles.
my life has been amazing that I smile and cry
knowing it will be forever memory that I could never come back


but I

 have faith on the future.

midnight in Singapore

i am doing fine. very fine.

many things to tell.

from the tears of missing hometown and friends

from the pressure of demanding lecturers

from the people I am missing and the ones I start loving

from the certainty inside and uncertainty outside

from the world I know of life

from the people I know I couldnt trust

from the smiles, and learning and everything

mind beezy like bee

Hello Wednesday,tomorrow is already last day of national exam. I have been sitting here in front of this screen for 2 hours,searching though Raffles website. Achievements. God,I am feeling so lucky I choose this school for my fashion design study. I am excited to go,yet a little fear creeps on me. What if.. What if..

but then I decide to have a little faith,and a bunch of determination.

I've got to walk tall. Gotta reach my dream that far.

I promise.

My Musketeers

I miss everything everything about us
it's a beautiful memory for all
on June last year was girls' day outs
all along the year was sweet 17 bday parties
some weeks on holiday was swimming marathon
on CNY was bai nian to teachers' houses
sometimes it is mall marathon,movie nights
food hunting with the thamciak girls
last Christmas eve we spent together till midnight
months ago was endless voting on class uniform
sometimes it's just strolling round the school taking pics
year ago was tears of letting go of a friend abroad
birthday surprises
volley ball matches
basket ball challenge
the euphoria of loyal supporters


and I'm on the verge of tears

morning after tears

hello it's me a highschool graduate to go,feeling bad inside just because I miss the blueish classroom,the crowded canteens,and the friends with their uniforms on. Monday is going to be first day of national exam but I'm still trapped in the past reminiscing the moment of high school. Yeah high school now hears so dramatic to me. I wish I had known this feeling long before graduation.

but then life goes on baby.
it's just a start,afterall.
:)

"you have to walk tall. go with the dreams and sing strong. say what you feel it's a big world."

  

Sincerely,

Ms. Missing High School

Dear April

Dear April,
I've got much to tell you. Later in life when things are just different.Well the thought itself already gives me bad feeling. It doesn't mean the future isn't going to be great. It's just..different.
Remind me of the feeling I've got about..well, growing up.
Remind me of the dreams I dreamt on my childhood.
Remind me of the simplicity I had on mind when I was small kid.
Remind me of the people that ever mean much to my life.
Remind me of the little friends.
Remind me of the school talks afterschool.
Remind me of the way I feel about windy days.
Remind me of the flowers
and the gardens
and the fountain..

the back I am gonna miss

thing that tears my tears
i was thinking of the back I watch leaving
every schoolday since 2 years ago
and it was a stab right in my heart
when everything is not gonna be the same anymore
when things fall apart,memories remisnisced,
and it was all just memory
then I was drown in my own tears

"have you ever thought why
have you ever understood the things I understand"

and I was singing lullaby to myself.

it was a hello

b

baby let's count the hellos we've got
and tears of goodbye just came in without precaution
and everything was a painful feeling
of letting go

"who says we have to let it go

 best thing we ever have"

and i don't know why I am feeling bad

among the tears of my friends I smiled

but then it was me who was left alone

a belated sadness surrounds me

i think i hadn't given enough thought about graduation

it was me who said "let's not cry"

but then I wish I could cry

nobody can figure out how badly I want to

I simply can't

THESE DAYS we spent playing,chitchatting and the best part : heart-to-heart with the whole gang.

2 days to graduation

 It's two days left after awhile saying "64 days left". Time does fly I reckon.. And all we're gonna do now is savouring each moment left. Coz everything won't be the same anymore.
Life isn't playground anymore. It's gonna be amusement park,where fun and scare and thrill all come together. It's gonna be tough. But then life should be always good,with a little twist. :)

"it's gonna be a love story"

 

"it's a blessing best known to my heart"

to have a dear near to me
and it has all been a dream
a dream of a teenage girl
and her teenage boy
whose voice is the only sound 
to whisper her lullabies 

it has been idyllic
like a countryside with flowing river
and some trees and some lovebirds in the air
and i know it sound fairytaley
it is.

               and I have been calling you love of my life

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

30 days to graduation

life' s been so good to me

 

IT HAS BEEN A LITTLE MORE TIME TO FACE THE FUTURE

WHAT WE AIN'T READY YET IS A FAREWELL

THAT'S IT

Whatever it takes,I'm gonna go through life happily,ecthing every moment deeply in heart.

Just when all things are gone,people change,enviroment,then our own selves.

BEING GRATEFUL is the thing I never gonna stop feeling.

 

 

brb

hello long time no see. I have been quite busy recently. Big thing in life nowadays is Sutomo Trashion Show 2011 I'm one of the 7 designers,photos updated later.

Now now now it's time to decide where to go for uni. damn is it Shanghai or Singapore or Aussie?
Juju wants us to go to London n I think she's a bit crazy dreamer.
Yes we need to dream high.
But still
I think I need to grow a little.
ciao.

story of a man in my heart

he's a grown up little boy
i told him he was sweetest boy
but he dislikes being address boy
so I call him a man
the man in my life
who shares different thoughts and interests with me
we both do our own things
just to come to the end of the day missing each other.
this is a perfect relationship except for that we are not meant to be.