mind beezy like bee

Hello Wednesday,tomorrow is already last day of national exam. I have been sitting here in front of this screen for 2 hours,searching though Raffles website. Achievements. God,I am feeling so lucky I choose this school for my fashion design study. I am excited to go,yet a little fear creeps on me. What if.. What if..

but then I decide to have a little faith,and a bunch of determination.

I've got to walk tall. Gotta reach my dream that far.

I promise.

My Musketeers

I miss everything everything about us
it's a beautiful memory for all
on June last year was girls' day outs
all along the year was sweet 17 bday parties
some weeks on holiday was swimming marathon
on CNY was bai nian to teachers' houses
sometimes it is mall marathon,movie nights
food hunting with the thamciak girls
last Christmas eve we spent together till midnight
months ago was endless voting on class uniform
sometimes it's just strolling round the school taking pics
year ago was tears of letting go of a friend abroad
birthday surprises
volley ball matches
basket ball challenge
the euphoria of loyal supporters


and I'm on the verge of tears

morning after tears

hello it's me a highschool graduate to go,feeling bad inside just because I miss the blueish classroom,the crowded canteens,and the friends with their uniforms on. Monday is going to be first day of national exam but I'm still trapped in the past reminiscing the moment of high school. Yeah high school now hears so dramatic to me. I wish I had known this feeling long before graduation.

but then life goes on baby.
it's just a start,afterall.
:)

"you have to walk tall. go with the dreams and sing strong. say what you feel it's a big world."

  

Sincerely,

Ms. Missing High School

Dear April

Dear April,
I've got much to tell you. Later in life when things are just different.Well the thought itself already gives me bad feeling. It doesn't mean the future isn't going to be great. It's just..different.
Remind me of the feeling I've got about..well, growing up.
Remind me of the dreams I dreamt on my childhood.
Remind me of the simplicity I had on mind when I was small kid.
Remind me of the people that ever mean much to my life.
Remind me of the little friends.
Remind me of the school talks afterschool.
Remind me of the way I feel about windy days.
Remind me of the flowers
and the gardens
and the fountain..

the back I am gonna miss

thing that tears my tears
i was thinking of the back I watch leaving
every schoolday since 2 years ago
and it was a stab right in my heart
when everything is not gonna be the same anymore
when things fall apart,memories remisnisced,
and it was all just memory
then I was drown in my own tears

"have you ever thought why
have you ever understood the things I understand"

and I was singing lullaby to myself.

it was a hello

b

baby let's count the hellos we've got
and tears of goodbye just came in without precaution
and everything was a painful feeling
of letting go

"who says we have to let it go

 best thing we ever have"

and i don't know why I am feeling bad

among the tears of my friends I smiled

but then it was me who was left alone

a belated sadness surrounds me

i think i hadn't given enough thought about graduation

it was me who said "let's not cry"

but then I wish I could cry

nobody can figure out how badly I want to

I simply can't

THESE DAYS we spent playing,chitchatting and the best part : heart-to-heart with the whole gang.

2 days to graduation

 It's two days left after awhile saying "64 days left". Time does fly I reckon.. And all we're gonna do now is savouring each moment left. Coz everything won't be the same anymore.
Life isn't playground anymore. It's gonna be amusement park,where fun and scare and thrill all come together. It's gonna be tough. But then life should be always good,with a little twist. :)